The scent of sage hanging on the air
And the wood polish for pews worn to a shiny sheen
Project me to every place
Every church
Of childhood and the world
With a simple deep breath –
Or the schoolroom perfume
Of industrial paint and old textbooks
Time travel to first days and butterflies
And the careful study of the floor surrounding my shoes –
Jolting forward to the sandalwood of college
But for that quiet corner of the library
On the eighth floor
Where the entire ocean belonged to my eyes
And my most faithful friends
Waited for me within their pages –
A walk past perfume counters
Takes me to lecture halls
And seating charts
And people I knew only halfway –
Every breath is an act of memory
Shuttling me forward and back
Disowned and then reclaimed
Denied or accepted –
Every moment held
Upon pages and paper
And the smell of ink from the pen or the printer
Waiting to draw me in ~ Caroline A. Slee